I really have no idea how to put this into words but I think this should be done. Some of my closest friends have known this and I feel like I should be telling of you guys now.
This week... has been a really drainful, hectic, stressful week. And it'll probably be my last week to be goofing and drawing around ;u;
Now let's start with every possible hectic thing that can happen to a girl in just one week.
1. I got the letter calling me to work. As you know, I'm about to be working as a medical doctor; doing my hell-ish internship for 2 years in the government hospital. I got the call, and I'll be going to a some sort of 'training/orientation' on the 25th Nov (that's tomorrow for me) and I'll start working the week after.
The dreadful hours, stressful environment of senior doctors have all be warned to me by my friends who had been working, so yes; I am leaving dA, and might as well put down the tablet pen for forever. Might be overdramatic in a sense, but I cannot see any chances I have left to even draw.
I'll leave this account alive nonetheless, but only with little art in my gallery, only the ones that I'm actually quite proud of.
2. Financial problems just got worst and worst. On one rainy day that is possibly the worst day of my life; the plaster ceiling in my living room fell.
IT FUCKEN' FELL. and my house was literally flooded with water. really? on my last week of freedom?
Due to the roof leaking or sum sheit, the water kinda got trapped, hence the plaster ceiling falling off. We can barely managed to pay for the leaking roof, so my house still yes. have a giant hole on the ceiling.
3. My cat, Tiger died 2 nights ago.
I'm sorry but I'm still tearing up typing this. My cat, barely 2 years of age, suddenly got sick, and after 2 freaking days, died after we submitted him in the animal medical center. The doctors suspected him having FIP (Feline Infectious Peritonitis). It just... happened so fast and I just don't know... I'm just...
This was him. If you cat starts having fever, not eating or drinking and have trouble difficulty breathing, please be careful and get them to the vet.
And now I'm deeply paranaoid my other cats would develop this. TT_TT
So I guess that's it. The beginning of my stressful life and more stressful things to look forward to. There's all these emotions in me that I can't even begin to let out. I've never been that good in letting out so I'm just waiting for the time to really breakdown. haha *nervous laugh*
Anyways, i did planned to have a farewell livestream, but now you know why I can't or why I didnt have the time. I'm too busy wallowing in despair. So, yeah. I'm really sorry guys that we have to part this way.
And I really hope I haven't still owe anyone art, (except you, Hayden, omg i really should just refund you) and I have already contacted those that I can't finish their commissions in time so I can refund you back. Sorry I dunno English anymore and I can't type correctly so yeeah.
SO. yeah, I'll have to start packing now. I'm still stuck with this old lappy so I hope he can hold on for at least another 2 years. And I hope I would still keep my very little sanity and humanity left after this internship.
Lastly, I would just like to say my thanks for you guys for sticking around with me. It has been a wonderful journey and time here. And you guys were the one that made it that way. I hope that someday I can still come back and do what I love again.
p/s= I have no time to proof read this so sorry for any confusion.
and guys, PS4 looks so cool TToTT
-oh, and happy 50th Anniversary Doctor Who, i really hope the download would finish quickly and watch it before I go oTL